Why I'm Shaving my Head.

St. Baldricks. An organization dedicated to funding pediatric cancer research. More children are lost to cancer in the U.S. than any other disease—in fact, more than many other childhood diseases combined, as stated from their website.  Childhood cancers are not related to lifestyle factors, and little can be done to prevent them, which makes them seem so even more cruel than adult cancers. Plus, they only spend 2% of the donations on staff management.  How could I not support this?  I've always wanted to help fund an important cause when I had the time and/or money.  Part of this organizations known trademark is the signature head shaving that's optional, but it goes to show dedication and full support to help fighting cancer.

After explaining to someone that I'm participating in this, they always gives me "the look"- oh come on, you know this look...eyebrows raised, eyes bugging out of their sockets, slight head nod, pursed lips.... and ask "Really? Huh...." (Of course I know they are initially shocked at my choice)Followed by "So you're really shaving your head? Why?... Couldn't you do without that?...Your hair is so pretty as it is...You'll look different you know.." ... and there it is.   There it is.     Looks.    
Appearances.
It's just hair.
Human hair that will grow back.
Just because it's being buzzed off doesn't mean it won't grow back.
If children and adolescents have to be bald without a choice in phases of their life where self-esteem and trying to fit in are important to them, then why can't I voluntarily make the transition easier for them to show my support?  It helps remind me to stop being so vain.  Shaving my head will not only send a message that I'm supporting pediatric cancer research, but I also hope that it  sends a message of inner beauty.  That a person doesn't need hair on their head to be pretty or to define them. Beauty is on the inside--yes, I know.  Ugh... cliche..... I hate cliches, but it is still true nonetheless.   It's a person's personality that shows how unique and special they are to others. Real Absolute Beauty.

Help Donate.
Help make a difference.
Help save lives.
                           http://www.stbaldricks.org/participants/mypage/661795/2014

Who You Are

I'm finally bringing myself to blog about what's going on, kind of... I have so much going on in my life right now- hey, who doesn't? I was scrolling through Facebook and came across this video that a friend posted and it COMPLETELY won me over, and not just because it was specific to women. Total God Inspiration.  

Sometimes I catch myself repeating what this man says. "I am a daughter of the living God. Cherished, Loved, and Adored above all things by the creator of all things for the glory of him who is Greater than all things. I AM AWESOME!"
The spoken word is such a powerful thing. I realize that I keep this in my head when I'm struggling with low self-esteem or peer pressure or possibly when I'm feeling lost in who I am. This message is a perfect reminder of who I am in God's eyes.